it's nice not h...

it's nice not have to worry about summerschool.real school starts in less than a week.have been considering taking the lsats. does that mean law school?lots of hanging out with people i've missed for way too long.can't define the relationship. feel so safe in his arms. need that safety. but why?and where is it going?pete said that i have to set my sights higher.fuck boys. is what i say.got my first school related email about a class i'm really excited about :)sometimes i forget i'm only twenty years old.sometimes it feels like i'm ancient.do i push myself too hard?or not nearly hard enough?what do i want?

haven't be...

haven't been home for days. days off in a row make it justso much harder to go back to work. i need to play the powerball...it's up to 100 million. whew-ee!became a citizen on friday, amer-I- Can. :)katie and logan came in yesterday.drew is now murray's next door neighbor. very odd.que sera, sera. said katie to me last night.and that is most definitely true.must go shower now.ooo, i got a last minute ticket for depeche mode, so i went! it was awesome,poe opened and she was really good. angry johnny.shower. now

clean. it's a...

clean. it's a good feeling.i bought a denim skirt for five bucks today. :)i should be doing physics. but i'm not. come on, c. rah rah c. maybe this will encourage it.you or a close friend will be married within a year.damn fortune cookie.store meeting tomorrow night. oh god. sooo drawn out and dramatic.have been pondering tattoo more. hm.need to go sleep.tomorrow i actually schedule my tonsillectomy. joys and wonders never cease.

And ...

And loveIs not the easy thingThe only baggageThat you can bringNot the easy thingThe only baggage you can bringIs all that you can't leave behindAnd if the darkness is to keep us apartAnd if the daylight feels like it's a long way offAnd if your glass heart should crackAnd for a second you turn backOh no, be strongWalk onWalk onWhat you got, they can't steal itNo they can't even feel itWalk onWalk onStay safe tonightYou're packing a suitcase for a placeNone of us has beenA place that has to be believedTo be seenYou could have flown awayA singing birdIn an open cageWho will only flyOnly fly for freedomWalk onWalk onWhat you gotYou can't deny itCan't sell it or buy itWalk onWalk onYou stay safe tonightAnd I know it achesHow your heart it breaksYou can only take so muchWalk onWalk onHomeHard to know what it isIf you never had oneHomeI can't say where it isBut I know I'm goingHomeThat's where the hurt isAnd I know it achesAnd your heart it breaksYou can only take so muchWalk onLeave it behindYou've got to leave it behindAll that you fashionAll that you makeAll that you buildAll that you breakAll that you measureAll that you feelAll this you can leave behindAll that you reasonAll that you care It's only timeAnd I'll never fill up all I find All that you senseAll that you schemeAll you dress upAnd all that you seeAll you createAll that you wreckAll that you hate